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.::.Who knew.::. by padfoot369, literature

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.::.Who knew.::.

Promises, promises He never did keep And his constant nagging did cause a retreat I must rethink my heart And reset my mind I've seen through the facade to which before I was blind And now in the darkness by my window sill I shiver as the wind and and your voice bring a chill [And realize the thought of loving you makes me ill] Yet here I am, loyally, at your side still If you hurt me again, it's the last time, I swear Next time your glance to your side I'll no longer be there Though I doubt you will notice, I doubt you will care There are others to love There are places to go There are people, perhaps To help me become whol

.:I-NEVER:. by padfoot369, literature

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.:I-NEVER:.

I never thought (No, of course not) That I would see that... You know, the one that isn't faking it. It puts all those years of practice to shame. I never believed (It was too painful to try) That I would find my... The thing to make it all worth the struggle. It's what leaves you wondering how you ever existed without it for so long. I never wondered (It just never crossed my mind) How life would have been had I just... All That wasted time that could have been better. I was so naive, so wrong. I never found (Or more, I never looked) A reason to continue this... A mascarade is always fun. Let's pretend

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My Sanctuary by padfoot369, literature

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My Sanctuary

Sanctuary As I cry here All alone I wonder about my life And where it has gone The music is playing I can barely hear Waiting for the pain in my life Everything to disappear Everything went so fast I got swept away I'm just searching for somewhere Someplace safe to stay I'm so afraid to move on I'm terrified to lose To look back or move foreward I'm even afraid to choose Music is my sanctuary The place where I can hide The only way to share my soul And how I feel inside Slowly reality fades from me I can see it if I try But reality is a cold hard truth And to me it's just a lie As I think my options through My worl

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Don't hate love by padfoot369, literature

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Don't hate love

You are /just another one of those reasons I can't sleep at night./ But it's too late anyways. (6:00am) I'm addicted to your torture. Next time try to save me. DON'T HATE love It only makes me my for you. My mirror time friend trys to talk me out of it again. "It was only one failure..." (but there will be more) That word rings in my head. failure failure failure... I still smile when we meet (I want so badly to hate you...) "I never thought we would be doing this again." (Just another painful memory.) You know I want to

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Mar 6
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Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: The seventh level of Hell.
Favourite genre of music: Must I stereotype my music?
Favourite photographer: SRP
Favourite style of art: Poetry
Operating System: Windows 8

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Someone with feeling.

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Art, internet, vg, reading, and writing.

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padfoot369

May 23, 2008

the Day the Sky Broke

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Sometimes love hurts, and I love you a lot. Something is happening and I need a place to type my thoughts out so that I might be able to look at them and make some sense. The love of my life has asked me to move to Texas with him. Oh yes, I want to go. I want to go and live with him and be completely emotionally fulfilled for possibly the first time in my life. I would love to stay with him, spend every morning waking next to him... But... Texas is a long way away. I've never lived more than 20 minutes away from my mother... and I love her so much. Staying in Florida would keep me financially secure but I would be emotionally devastated.

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padfoot369

May 1, 2007

The new cool

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Sometimes love hurts, and I love you a lot. ~padfoot369 (https://www.deviantart.com/padfoot369):iconcoldestofflames: :heart: Well, I've had it with this site. Every other page it gets bugged and won't show and fuck even thinking about posting art. I would get a 'cannot display page' every other page, if not every page. I'm making the switch, it seems to be the new cool anyhow. Sheezyart is where I will be. http://naeda.sheezyart.com/ I always had something against it before, but when I tried it out last night... I had absolutely no problems submitting art... I could view things.. I wasn't frustrated all to hell.. I'll still come back from time to time to view art that I find

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padfoot369

Apr 18, 2007

I heard your voice through a photograph.

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Sometimes love hurts, and I love you a lot. ~padfoot369 (https://www.deviantart.com/padfoot369):iconcoldestofflames: :heart: Hmm. It's been so long since I have really had anything to say. I have no emo rants. I really have no drama or anything really happy going on to comment on. It's been that way for a long while now. It's kind of nice to just be in love and live without the drama that used to surround both those things. Funny, the moment you stop fighting life it becomes bearable to live and to love and to do all those things that you were fighting for. For some time I have been happy. I've been happy just being with him. :heart: It's been so wonderful, such a change. T